D D Main players in todays Soap Opera Moi,Jill,Butchie

That long pause ( blank space ) between the intro and what my day was like....... may not have been in error.  Someone or some thing must know moi VERY WELL.  I shit you not!
Until I find a fix for both the long blank space and my diarreah of the fingers, plz bear with me.....
   Moi got out yesterday!! Once showered, dressed and in my car it felt gooooooooooooooooooooood!
Been alot of days ( too many ) that moi showers sometime during the day ( not always in the morning ) but none the less does and dons a clean set of pj's . None of that all dressed up and no place to go. Just don't feel like going or getting dressed most days. Two miles to the center of town where a dying mall is... Choices to shop in are KMart, Dollar Store (new), Burlington Coat Factory and a grocery store chain of which there are 3 along the length of one main road in town. Buckets under leaks in the roof are all over Burlington Coat Factory. Owner never made improvements so all other stores moved out. Moi likes BCF ...found 2 of the cutest sun dresses for the great grand b day cookout tomorrow. Got a kiddies sand pail, tissue paper, bubbles, kids jewelry all for a buck a piece & filled the sand pail. Was undecided on a gift bag or the sand pail. Think I made the right choice. Then hit the grocery store for cabbage, hamburger & other essentials  to the tune of $80. Seeing what I had on the counter, again reminded me of how people are feeding their families. Moi shakes her head and sighs.
   Before I left moi took the bull by the horns ...emailed a friend I met in bingo years back.... moi loves her company ....end result, we meet for lunch at Applebee's today. YAY!  There is a WalMart in that same plaza ...know where I will be before or after lunch.   I shit you not!  Bird seed, cat litter, all those other things that find their way into my cart that moi can't live without.. LOL
   Kid#7 Jill left at 1 p.m. .....have not heard from here since... Butchie came looking for her around 7..In reality he came to use the house phone to trick her into answering her cell phone. Didn't work...most times doesn't answer moi's calls at night. Stated he was getting fed up with this shit.
Dejavu...just came for his phone charger and I might add, he was quite upset. Talked to her on the phone this morning and she wouldn't say where she was...love her so much.... don't know what to do... i've done nothing...3 weeks she is crying on my shoulder and now this, I did nothing yesterday... cut down a tree for some extra money... I get this.  Finally interrupted him... " How do you think I feel Butchie?... I don't have the daughter that I had... We never had a cross word between us... Now when I look for birthday card for her, I can't buy her the ones with the beautiful , meaningful verses that I use to... I love her too."  Have always liked to buy clothes ( especially for girls/women... Always have picked up stuff that moi thought the grands ( boys/girls ) would like ... yesterday was no different.. bought Jill clothes.  Door just opened and she came in. The worry that she is dead somewhere is over. This time!!! There were others and as sure as the sun will shine again there will be others.
Right before Jill came in moi was going to say that Ryan's wife Sarah has a birthday June 3rd. Can't wait for her to open her gift. Moi knows she loves clothes .... my fingers shopped online sales  since Christmas all winter long... Ryan calls her " My Barbie Doll ".... LMAO... I shit you not!
   Butchie just came back..... my anxiety level rises when I hear discord  which is what I'm hearing now.
That's All Folks!