Who said that you can't teach an old dog new tricks. Like Hell you can't! I shit you not!
NOW...if only I can make him less tempermental and moody and,and,and.... find room for my dog in his life. SOON...we will have that discussion. The ball is in HIS PARK ...it's his call.
(((hugs)))
That's All Folks!
I AM WOMAN! Hear me ROAR! February 2012
WARNING !! Not for those with a short attention span. ; 0 )
Friday, December 07, 2012
Tuesday, December 04, 2012
You know what thought gets you...don't you!
Dissapointment!
Went to bed last night feeling "on top of the world."
Woke around 4 a.m. and didn't hear any sounds coming from Ed. Dozed back off for twenty minutes or so and again came to and listened for movement or breathing from Ed only to be met with silence.
It was around 5 that I began to think...he might be lying dead beside me. :-0( Finally the urge to pee got the best of me and I rose. Noticed the bedroom door was shut....like...WTF. Opened it and looked back ...only to spy an empty bed.
Where was Ed? ON THE EFFFIN COUCH watching tv. When asked...he spent the entire night there. Couldn't sleep because of something I said to him. Was even pondering going straight home, instead of going to visit his daughter in TN.
Like WTF.... all I said was "wait." Not NO, not NEVER.
After I explained my reason for saying "wait", he felt like a piece of SHIT and has been apologizing the entire day. He is ALSO BEAT from lack of sleep. He is remorseful. HE..I believe,also with good reason...( all the I'm sorrys I'm hearing )( all the I blew it) all the I'm a fool, realizes he may have ruined things between us. I've told him to let it go....we all do things we are sorry for....just learn from it and go on.
He admits that he is overly sensitive. Indeed HE IS! He's bared his heart about hurts as a child and young man to me. His own father actually told him that he was an accident and wasn't wanted.
He was born in wedlock. His one and only sibling Florence was born out of wedlock which supposedly made her the love child and wanted. THIS.... he was told by his father at a young age. Like WTF!
It's Wednesday now. Departure day is tomorrow in the early morning. I think Ed and I have a better understanding of each other. We have done alot of talking ....before and since and I think we are both on the right page. :0) He continues to surprise me. He is more sexual than I thought he was and is eager and willing to learn. E.D.does not mean that you loose your sex drive. :0) He tells me he has never had the sex that we have together and because he's been so unknowledgeable about a woman's body......I believe him. It's nice hearing him say that he is the luckiest man alive. It's nice to hear that I have a beautiful body. It's nice to be desired and it's nice to be told I Love You. He can't understand how when I please him, I can get pleasure out of it...BUT he is learning.( I explained it ;0) ) I like...I LIKE ..I shit you not!
(((hugs)))
That's All Folks!
Went to bed last night feeling "on top of the world."
Woke around 4 a.m. and didn't hear any sounds coming from Ed. Dozed back off for twenty minutes or so and again came to and listened for movement or breathing from Ed only to be met with silence.
It was around 5 that I began to think...he might be lying dead beside me. :-0( Finally the urge to pee got the best of me and I rose. Noticed the bedroom door was shut....like...WTF. Opened it and looked back ...only to spy an empty bed.
Where was Ed? ON THE EFFFIN COUCH watching tv. When asked...he spent the entire night there. Couldn't sleep because of something I said to him. Was even pondering going straight home, instead of going to visit his daughter in TN.
Like WTF.... all I said was "wait." Not NO, not NEVER.
After I explained my reason for saying "wait", he felt like a piece of SHIT and has been apologizing the entire day. He is ALSO BEAT from lack of sleep. He is remorseful. HE..I believe,also with good reason...( all the I'm sorrys I'm hearing )( all the I blew it) all the I'm a fool, realizes he may have ruined things between us. I've told him to let it go....we all do things we are sorry for....just learn from it and go on.
He admits that he is overly sensitive. Indeed HE IS! He's bared his heart about hurts as a child and young man to me. His own father actually told him that he was an accident and wasn't wanted.
He was born in wedlock. His one and only sibling Florence was born out of wedlock which supposedly made her the love child and wanted. THIS.... he was told by his father at a young age. Like WTF!
It's Wednesday now. Departure day is tomorrow in the early morning. I think Ed and I have a better understanding of each other. We have done alot of talking ....before and since and I think we are both on the right page. :0) He continues to surprise me. He is more sexual than I thought he was and is eager and willing to learn. E.D.does not mean that you loose your sex drive. :0) He tells me he has never had the sex that we have together and because he's been so unknowledgeable about a woman's body......I believe him. It's nice hearing him say that he is the luckiest man alive. It's nice to hear that I have a beautiful body. It's nice to be desired and it's nice to be told I Love You. He can't understand how when I please him, I can get pleasure out of it...BUT he is learning.( I explained it ;0) ) I like...I LIKE ..I shit you not!
(((hugs)))
That's All Folks!
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