D D Sunday... Off to a bad start today

Hubby woke around 5:30 a.m.  complaining of jaw pain and some in the right side of his chest. His B/P was fine.  :0) He changed his position in bed and fell back to sleep.  Woke with no pain in his jaw or chest. :0)
All he has done is bitch and complain since he woke. He is out of his Lorna Doone cookies AGAIN!  He's still feeding them to the dogs and I gave him the dogs cookies to hand them. :0(  GRRRRRRRRRRR
Trying to be nice, I went to hand him a Fruit Cereal Bar and he dropped it into his coffee like I had handed him a hot potato. Splashed all over the spread,blanket and sheets.  What the fuck are you giving me, he yelled. Ttried to explain to him what it was. He wanted no part of it. FUCK HIM...I say!
Next he is up using his walker and got himself into the bathroom. Decided he would have his B/M on the toilet.  Fine by me. I shit you not!  Then I offered to help him take a shower while he was in there. There was lots of swearing and yelling from him. I wasn't doing anything right and the water that was getting on the floor was my fault too. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh  I scrubbed his back and happy ass and he did the rest while I ran to strip the bed and make it with clean sheets, etc.  Was sweating my ass off as I had to turn the heat up for him and we currently have no exhaust vent in the bathroom. :0(   Back in our bedroom there was more bitching out of him. His chest is sore and the pocket T shirt is too tight on him and goes up too far on his neck and blah,blah,blah. Pointed out to him that he has worn pocket T shirts for years . "Not when I had a sore there" he yelled.  I covered it with gauze and tape. "Why such a big piece of gauze " was another complaint. Damnit...that's the size they gave me and like what the efff does the size matter. It's covered.  That wasn't the end of it.  I am assuming that I made a mistake in telling him that I gave him Senakot last night as it had been four days since he had a B/M.  What the fuck did you give me that for, he yelled. You knew I planned on going out to eat with you at the Outback today and you pulled that stunt!. I told you that last night. Now I'll be shitting all day.         I assured him he wouldn't be shitting all day,,,,that the one big dump he took.... was IT!

Randy came awhile ago and already he is getting put out with ME . All I wanted to know was why he is washing my car today when it has to go back to the dealer tomorrow and go in the shop. Not only did Randy discover that I was missing a speaker, but he found other problems that needed correcting/fixing. He drove it to the dealer yesterday and pointed everything out to them. Bottom line...I get a new rental car to drive while they are correcting every issue with MINE. Just what I wanted to do with my day tomorrow. Drive to Danvers ( 30 miles ) and 30 miles back. So much for the buying a new car experience....sighhhhh
He exclaimed as he went out the door with a bucket of warm water, " you are never going to let up on me , are you?"   Every time he comes in...Lady yips.  I jump out of my skin!!!
Jill's B/P was 200 over some other ridiculous number shortly after she got up this morning.  WTF is happening?  Asked her why she was nerved up and she said that Butchie irritating her doesn't help.  hmmmmmm   They stayed in last night. She fell asleep early. Her appetite sucks though.
She took her anxiety med and has gone back to sleep. It's ten a.m.
My husband and kids irritate me and all I want to do is EAT! I shit you not!   Can't wait for my Friday doctor appointment and she best RX me some of that GOOD SHIT! 

My laptop wouldn't get online this morning. I didn't panic. :0)  Knew that Randy would figure it out when he came here.. Somehow I hit a button on my keyboard that shuts internet off when I closed the lid. Don't know how. Am not giving it another thought. Once upon a time, I would have thought that " the end of the world was coming." No internet....eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek. I shit you not!
Now I'm saving ther nervous breakdowns for other things. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
   Son Michael his wife and their two kids should be here soon. Michael is an electrician and he will be doing the wiring in that bedroom today before the sheetrock goes up.
Pssssssst....how are hubby and I going off to eat ALONE???????  
It's been months since we have eaten out and it's only been one time since we returned from FL the end of May.

Low and behold.....they came with their dog.  My dogs went APE SHIT! My body began to shake!
Except for the time we were out to eat by ourselves it was constant noise until finally the last one (my Randy)left. He had the shop vac going and was cleaning every bit of debris he couldn't sweep up in that room and after that he hit the rest of my floors except for two bedrooms. While appreciated....I was holding my head in my hands at 7:30 p.m. . Randy is FELIX of  the Oscar and Felix.  He is also The Energizer Bunny, I shit you not!
he was muttering %##@ blankety blank blank when he went to use my floor vac and saw I didn't wind the cord up around the thingie that is there for that such thing.  I use it so often...I figure WHY BOTHER! 
   Hubby growled about this and that as we drove. Noticed the sun roof and his comment was "one more thing to leak." When I put the light weight wheelchair under his ass he bitched that I didn't bring his heavy duty one. I told him those days WERE GONE!!   Kept wincing in pain all through his dinner and couldn't finish. Bladder spasming pain.   A half hour after we were home he needed something to eat. He sounded panicky. Ever since our neighbor Dick visited him and told him that the diabetic coma he went into must mean he is hypoglocemic like he is and needs to eat a little often or you feel faint ,he has DX'd himself again. sighhhhhhhhhhh He did not leave that much food on his plate to feel faint in a half hour.

New day........Monday, November 7th

This date is my daughter Cheryl's birthday. 53rd if I remember right. ;0)
She called me yesterday to thank me for my card and all the warm bathrobes and slippers for the entire family. My pleasure.
   Son Randy should be here within the hour to take my car in for repairs.  Yeah....I  do appreciate that he is doing this for me while at the same time I dread to see him come through my door. He moves and talks so rapid ..................................sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I would have never noticed that missing speaker or the other things he noticed wrong with my car.
   Butchie just came from working his 24 hour shift at the fire station. Took Jill's B/P  168/100 and had her call her doctor and leave her a message.  Looks like one of her beta blockesr needs to be upped. It was halved when her B/P dropped LOW as was the Atenolol
Leave it to my daughter to say to me ," he's just worried about when he can get laid again and I have no desire for sex! "  ;0)
    I can feel my anxiety level begin to increase. :0(  Hubby is getting up and about with his walker by himself.  He's been told not to and he isn't going to take it laying down. He wants his independence back, fall or no fall.  I'm sitting at the kitchen table using my laptop and out he comes to brush his teeth in the bathroom. Then I hear...." I'm feeling faint " as he stands there brushing his teeth. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh  He has begun to get up and use his potty unassisted too. Unless he has an accident and needs to be changed, etc. I just lie there half awake until I feel the bed jiggling like crazy when he gets himself back in and under the covers. These past few days I have been waking more rested.  BUT at what cost????   He breaks his hip and it's all she wrote. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

My car went back to the shop this afternoon.:0(  I have a rental sitting in my driveway.
Hubby has been complaining of that pain in his stomach more today than any other day. A shooting pain begins in the bladder area on the left and shoots over to mid stomach near his belly button.  He is tired of suffering with this and I can't blame him. My thoughts went to a hot pack thinking maybe it might relieve it some and so far so good for the  ten minutes or so he had it on him.  One of his nurses called to say she would be here tomorrow at nine and I discussed her calling his primary again about Pain Management. She will have someone from Hospice who is better versed call him tomorrow when she is here.
Meantime, I don't want to get my hopes up and then dashed.

The contractor will be here soon ( it's almost 5p.m. ) to construct/frame in the closet.  I'm not thrilled to be hearing noise, but it has to be. My son Randy will be back to put my new computer together and then install mine in the parlor. The one in there I will give to my son Jay and he can clean it out and reformat it for his own use. I upset him earlier when I referred to it as" more shit."  It's not. I know it's not! It's just one more mess to be made taking one out of my bedroom and repeating that in the parlor and it's THE CONFUSION that is MORE SHIT! I'm still in my pj's. Laid on the bed watching other peoples troubles all afternoon on the tv. 
Saw my son Terry this p.m. all but briefly.  His visit wasn't specifically to see me ....if you get my drift. 
Connections.   sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
No problem. He usually talks Rat Trap about politics and religion.  Like he can personally change the world and hates anyone that doesn't think like he does. Although he was quiet today,  I'm always happy to see him leave. I shit you not!  He is not "smarter than the average bear" like he likes to think. I shit you not!
As I sit here, it strikes me that those of my kids that smoke pot have made bad choices and the one that didn't made better choices.  hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm I may be on to something here. Maybe the government will give me a large Grant to study this. Hell if they gave a Grant for someone to study whether pickles taste better with or without the stems on them....why not?????
Enough babbling out of me.   As soon a Randy and the contractor get here, I will be unable to concentrate. The efffin phone keeps ringing. Swear to God my heart skips a beat every time it rings. 
    Jill is still waiting for her doctor to call and tell her what pill to take a whole one of.  The receptonist called her and told her to take a whole pill earlier today. Which one of the THREE should I take a whole pill of, she inquired. To which she was asked what she takes and she would get back to her again...after she talks to the doctor. It's after 5 p.m.
Right now I must think about supper for hubby and I. Jill and Butchie went out to eat and brought food home for Logan.    Looks like he is here for the night unless she says something that pisses him off.  ;0)
Randy just came through the door and headed straight to Jill's room. Heard him asking Butchie to move his car to make room for the contractors truck.

That's All Folks!