Remember when I said that I thought I needed something for depression? Well a light bulb went off in my head while I waited forty minutes past my appointed doctor visit time, that IF Medicaid pays for my daughter to see a councilor/psychologist???, then why oh why didn't I ask for a referral to see one myself through my Medicare. I COULD SURELY USE ONE....so I thought. You think????
If I were to ask for a med for depression, I would have had to see my primary in a month to be checked up on how I was doing on them and....I was wanting less visits to her.
My next visit will be January 7,2014 and I was given a referral. NOW...it's up to me to make that call.
I know not to expect much from that first visit. It's all Intake. How many children, where I place and what siblings I had, etc. Now to make that first visit time.
Most of my hang up now is making the time FOR ME! I'm my own worst enemy. sighhh
Even my old boss gave me a scolding for being absent four months on Tuesday and.....all my adjustments are FREE. He said, YOU of all people having worked for a chiropractor know that four months is too long between manipulations.
My neck was locked up tight, but Sandy always manages to adjust it. :0)
All kinds of family things have been going on. A brother in law had a quadruple bypass a week + ago. was transported to a rehab yesterday. :0) Just saw him at a graduation party and while he has been disabled for years by a severe brain bleed , he looked pretty good.
My SIL Dana caught a spider upstairs in the bedroom and had it in a tissue to toss it outside instead of kill it and missed the last two steps and broke his ankle.
My son Jay had to have his cat euthanized yesterday and was broken hearted.
There is more, but my memory isn't serving me well.
WHICH, while it may be a cause for concern...can be a good thing. ;0)
My son in FL worked on Ed's computer Tuesday and got his msn mail back for him. How he loses things???????????????????????????????????
Then he noticed a banner over his Pogo games that didn't allow him to get a full game screen. Sonny in FL to the rescue again this morning. Ed had went into a site he shouldn't have and got ....you got it... A VIRUS.
His laptop is UP and RUNNING smoothly again. :0)
Rap on knuckles here...... ;0)
Sonny and I talked for an hour on the phone after and before I knew it, it was lunch time.
The time passes sooooo quickly.
We decided not to go to the motorhome today. Showers off and on all day today and downpours tomorrow, so we will wait until Saturday morning.
Going on 2p.m. and I still haven't showered. THIS is definitely The Height Of Laziness. I shit you not! ....but, I am enjoying myself. I shit you not!
(((hugs)))
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The ramblings of a mom of 9 by her KIDS that are STILL making her climb walls ,even as adults. Said I DO 3xs and I WANT OUT 2 xs. Have learned there is no such thing as a Rose Garden. My motto is Life Is Too Short To Be Miserable. When the bad outweighs the good it is time to shit can em. Laugh with me or at me, welcome to my world.
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You've earned the "height of laziness" so enjoy it while you can!
ReplyDeleteI don't think it will hurt for you to see a counsellor, so pick up that phone!
Big hugs from me.
:) I am a big advocate of therapy... even when we don't need it, it's good to have someone in place for when we do. That said, only a licensed psychiatrist can get you meds, so your therapist needs to work with one, OR you could just call your primary. Most often they can prescribe something mild as long as they know you are seeing someone for therapy AND you check in with them for dosages. Good luck.
ReplyDeleteI am one of your non-blogging fans. All of the above. Please get yourself some help ASAP. I was able to get on some good meds and see therapist. It made all the difference in the world. Makes it easier to deal with life on lifes terms instead of feeling weighed down.Please take the time to take care of you, you can be of no real help to others until you take care of you first!!! (plus I sigh alot less ;) enough nagging just do it K? Hugs from Alabama.Ps Thank You for being Honest and Real...
ReplyDeletedo what is right for you....
ReplyDeleteI know it's not funny but when I got to the part about Dana breaking his ankle...I just had to laugh.
ReplyDeleteI have to laugh or I will cry.
Depression? See your doctor. And....Don't let anyone steal your JOY!
So glad to hear your doing the counseling thing, it really can help having someone who can be objective and show you how to see things differently that can empower you. It can be something really great. And if a counselor is not doing that for you then go to a different one. It all depends on how they make you feel. Glad to hear about taking something for depresstion
ReplyDeleteGood luck sweetie! Hugs to you
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