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I've been rejected! 
Let's put it THIS WAY.....Ole John Boy is loyal to one woman at a time.  :0)
I can RESPECT THAT. I shit you not!

Hubby got some P.T. yesterday. :0)  He also is retaining more urine. When I was talking to him last night he was being cathed and over 400 mil's was left in him. Now ...mind you....he had used his urinal twice in the past hour and something. Sheeeeeeeeeeeesh!
   I need to get myself going this morning and head out to see him and bring him a few things.
I DREAD THE DRIVE. I shit you not!

Being that Jill didn't watch Gavin yesterday, I asked her to drive me to Beverly to see my cousin Barb and her terminally ill hubby Art. THEN we would go to the ANCHOR to eat ........and she jumped on it! ;0)   I had a crabmeat sub and sweet potato fries. Jill doesn't DO SEAFOOD, she got her usual small cheese pizza.  I couldn't believe how cheap the food is in there.  Seventy five cents for an order of fries and my sub was six something. Let's just say SEVEN.  WOW!
   I don't expect my cousins hubby to live a month. Didn't ask, but.....from what I saw.....NOT GOOD! She herself.....needs knee surgery badly. Her knee turns out awful. Has to put herself on the backburner for now. WE all know how this is. sighhhhhhhhhhhhh 
I miss ...living in Beverly as a child...and Wenham ....and Salem.    So many changes in Beverly. Things that once were there are GONE.  My old grade school has been GONE for years and a CVS sits in it's place now. :0(

Wouldn't you know it! Tracie called me as we were driving home listening to Lady Antebellum's CD to ask me where I was.  You know where SHE WAS? (Mind you I told her last night that I would NOT be going out)  At my house chatting with daughter Cheryl and her hubby Dana. I had left them here to enjoy their day along with g son Trevor. I had his age wrong yesterday. He won't be 12 until next month.  Bad Nana! ;0)  I said to myself....SELF why should you have to stay home and entertain your grown kids.....and I DIDN'T! :0)
I did not tell Tracie I had begun the drive home( left it as IN BEVERLY)  and FUCK....she was still here chatting away to Cher and Dana when we pulled in the driveway. Trust me...I tried as hard as my concience would let me to get her to move along and do something on her own. Think it was a good two hours she sat in my bedroom as I laid on my bed resting my feet. (;0) She was constantly reminding me to uncross my legs...like..... a mother. ) It was around 7:30 when she left. I had entertained the thought of going to the Meat Raffle at the VFW as I had missed it at the Moose the day before because she was here.  I was a little miffed to miss this one too, but not so much that my brain didn't tell me I needed to be off my feet....AND HOME!
My Cher told me on the Q.T. that she had told Tracie that sometimes people need to be alone.   YEAH....I'm sure she listened. NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Left here saying..."see you tomorrow." sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Tomorrow is my great grand Jessica's sith b-day party in Goffstown,NH. I was hoping that hubby would be able to go. He's only made it there...one time. OMG! I just looked at the date. My nephew Drew's b-day is today and my oldest grandson Larry (Jessica's father ) is today also. Guess where their b-day cards are?  I feel like SHIT!.  Drew I can email....Larry will have to wait until I see him tomorrow....IF I get to go. In the past I have ridden with son Larry and Sombay. Haven't heard from them, but I do have a GPS now and a new car....so no excuse.

Got to go. It's going on 8a.m. and I have nothing done. (((hugs)))

That's All Folks!