I AM WOMAN! Hear me ROAR! February 2012

I  AM WOMAN! Hear me ROAR!  February 2012
WARNING !! Not for those with a short attention span. ; 0 )

Tuesday, April 06, 2010

Dear Diary Food For My Fish n Thoughts

More than once I have caught myself feeding my own fish when I enter my  blog.
It's my nature to feed every other hungry looking critter, so what the Hey.....
Phone just rang. Doctor calling to say hubby can go home. It's 3 p.m.
Will mention again that I do not drive in the rain/snow or at night. Will drive on the hwy even though I dread it.  If it's during daylight hours with the weather being dry, only if it's a MUST I will brave it.
Kid #7 went out around 10 ish. Just called her cell, heard the background noise n knew instantly where she was. BAR !!!   " Need to start drinking water , Ma .... ". I'll get him, don't worry." Yeah right, I say.
Everytime she takes off I worry. This is the KID that never partied or drank  til she was in her 40's.
Some of her siblings did party n drink. Most have smartened up or have managed to keep it well hidden from me. This one lives with me,so she can't. She calls this " socializing", her words..... she calls the people who hang in those places on a daily basis " her good friends. I shit you not! "  Myself, I call them loosers. Repeatedly I tell her, misery loves company. She has pushed away the siblings,sis in law, cousin, that have tried to make her see the light of day who she called her best friends.
Phone rang.. Kid # 9... She will come as soon as she finishes  doing her payroll. Kid#7 called her telling her Ma wouldn't be too happy with her driving. Then she came home. AMEN! Said she didn't have enough time to sober up. Only had 3 drinks ( to be honest, she is not like I have seen her in past .) Said she told her sis she could step up to the plate, go get dad n she is busy making supper for when we get back home.
Usually by the time she comes home , she is wasted. Not every day, but enough of them during the week, not just weekends either.
She watches Intervention on tv..  I shit you not!  Yet, she says she don't have a problem. Don't they all ???????
Got to run.... That's All Folks!

2 comments:

  1. glad to hear your hubby is on his way home. As for the drinking i can sympathize with you , there is a reason i don't touch alcohol, I seen to much crap growing up . I hope she finds her way.

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  2. Thank you for your comments. My dad was a wonderful provider, but a nasty drunk with his mouth to my mom & us.
    Would call my mom every nasty name. She never deserved a one of them. They celebrated their 50 year wedding anniversary before she passed away. One day after I went with him to visit her after a surgery in the hospital he stopped at a bar on the way home. My words to him were: my mother's a better woman than I am dad, cause I would have shit canned you a long time ago. Hubby is home! Just asked for the remote control.... lol

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