My Sonny turned fifty one and my Jill turned FIFTY!
I am getting close to my boiling point !
This day would have been a happier occasion for me if Jill didn't begin celebrating at 4 p.m. yesterday.
Out came the red cups, ice, coke and a new bottle of rum when the W.B. came here after working all day.
Out to the side yard they went. Never a thought to ask me if I wanted to take off awhile. Nooooooooo she was more concerend that she has a sixty some odd dollar car insurance bill to pay by Monday and she has NO CAR sooooooooooo she was questioning herself out loud if she should pay it or cancel the insurance where she has no car YET. HINT...HINT.
Stupid me... right away begins thinking of all the extra money it costs to get new plates, etc. if it's cancelled.
I do plan on buying a newer car,and giving her mine, but I wasn't in a hurry with everything else going on.
Now I'm thinking........... let her cancel her car insurance. If she wrecks mine, I'll at least get the book value on it. Then again.........
I will digress here.
Hubby is on his throne with the urge to crap. At 7:50 a.m. he had the urge to pee. DRY RUN ...excuse the PUN.
Just had to get him up off the throne and back into bed. A False Alarm. This porta potty is a soft type seat, BUT it isn't that soft when you have a skinny ass with no meat on it and sitting there waiting for the urge to go ...is very painful on the butt.
My night went something like this; Tracie came sometime around four ( just in time to witness the red cups ) sigh. Michelle came around 6 to stay with her dad a few hours so I could go out. My Larry and Sombay came with the baby squirrel ( so tiny and cute. Grandma, what BIG EYES you have ;0) ) The W.B. and Jill were still here....drinking. Randy left shortly after Larry and Sombay left. Tracie took off to go to the post office here in town to get her mail. The W.B. and Jill told me to go, relax, have fun, don't worry, yadda,yadda,yadda.
They had had a few hours of drinking in by now. Knew they would be right behind me out the door.
Tracie came back and now there was the WAIT for her to clear her front seat off. Cases and bags of beer bottles she picks up on the side of the road to cash in....SOME DAY. Leaves ( after asking ) black trash bags with cans in my yard with the promise they will be gone the next day. Never happens. sigh!
Five after seven we drive away from my house. I did not know if this baby flying squirrel was weaned yet or not, so we headed to PetCo where I bought a can of dry puppy formula and some newer type puppy feeding bottles. Mine from raising other squirrels are not where I can reach them. sigh!
Long story made short here....the bottles were not on the shelf and it took quite awhile to get HELP and someone to get into the store room to find them.
Back in the car ...she wanted to go to Good Tymes to eat before we did anything else. There was a wait....we were seated at 8. My supper was a bowl of clam chowder, hers was sirloin steak, baked potato and iceberg lettuce with thousand island dressing. $4.99 for my dinner, plus my diet soda. $15.99 for hers, plus her pink lemonade. Tax, Tip. I put up a Ten Spot and the change and she reached for her wallet and put up a $20. She is already into me for money to eat, etc. I'm generous, BUT!!!
Come through my front door at nine....she has to use my bathroom, side door to back yard is wide open ( my mind immediately wondered how many mosquitoes were going to eat me alive :0( ) , I hear the A/C unit in Jill's room blasting away and look thinking ( who am I fooling here? ) she is in her room. Nope....her back door is wide open too. This one at least does have a screen door, BUT what the F are we cooling off???? The outdoors???? She and the W.B. left by 7:30.
Michelle was in my room with her dad and had just given him his evening meds. Gilby was wating tv in the parlor and Logan was at a High School football game on his school grounds. I had given him the price of the ticket before I left and some extra for food. Gave the same to his friend Kenny so he could go too.
Had to listen to Tracie telling me that it was Jill's responsibility . Yeah I know! He did ask her for money and as usual...she's broke. Sometimes the W.B. reaches in his pocket...this time he didn't. guess he needs his money to pay for this dinner at The Outback tonight. her birthday GIFT.
Last year, I was only too glad to pay for him and Kenny to go to the games. Much healthier than getting in trouble! They stopped at Wendys where Kenny's sister works after the game and she gave them food...to go! Gilby took my car and picked them up.
By nine fifteen I was FUMING! Michelle had tried to call me to ask about the time for her dad's meds and somehow my phone got turned off. Hubby is angry and accusatory ( like I'm neglecting him ) and I flashed him THE FINGER!
The boys came home and were being BOYS! My nerves........... Gilby went into his mother's room to lie on her bed and watch TV and Michelle and I hugged and kissed and she went home to her quieter house.
She works the wedding that Jill could have today. Jill will work a wedding tomorrow.
Told the boys they were to be in bed by eleven. Mixed formula and tried to feed the squirrel. It wanted no part of it. sigh! Drug the big cage inside to see if maybe the bigger space would encourage it to roam. It did, but not for long. Was happiest in the cut off hole that his parents entered to their nest .....curled up in a ball.
Watched the news and eleven o'clock came and went. Boys are still up. Out of bed and to the kitchen phone I went ( where they could see me 0 and called Jill. of course I only got the recording.
Told her what I came home to and that the boys were still up. Told her I hoped she was having a wonderful evening because I WAS NOT . It was 11:30 and I wanted to SLEEP.
Then I ORDERED Logan and Kenny to bed and they went in his room and closed the door.
Back in bed...hubby is sleeping ( of course ) and Cash comes to my side of the bed wanting to sleep with us. My eyes were closed and I felt a cold nose. Then he jumps up. OMG! Next he is scratching on the bedroom doors to her room and Logans. Then came the HOWLING! I shit you not! Logan finally let him in his bedroom. Twelve fifteen ( The Lost Return ) with Chinese food that I smelled and I hear the noises from the fridge opening, dishes rattling and all that good shit!
Sometime after this....I dozed off.
1:45 a.m. hubby is awake and has to pee. Oh GOODY!!!!!
As I tried to fall back to sleep ....I had EVIL THOUGHTS. Like ...lighting something and holding it up to the Fire Alarm in the diningroom and waking the entire fucking house up !!!
The W.B. was here. Wonder if either of them would have heard the racket. From the looks of the way they left all that food on their plates on the sink...I doubt it! She if sober..would have cleaned every plate off and washed them.
My best sleep was from the time I fell back to sleep ( whenever that was ) until hubby's next piss call at 5:40 a.m. and it was a False Alarm.
So you ask...who's house is this? I am asking myself the same thing. I shit you not!
My lips are pursed taught...I am Fit To be Tied. It's 9;47. Heard someone use the bathroom. Only hubby and myself have BEEN UP. Gilby used the bathroom earlier and hit the sack again. He had fallen asleep on his mother's bed before eleven p.m. Of course he was woken when she needed her bed.
More eveil thoughts last night are returning. Getting into my car...and going to a Motel. Getting in my car and using it as a Motel. I have too much of a conscience to do something like that! DAMN ME!
Today should be a happy day. Handing her her card and gift should be a something to look forward to today and all I feel is hurt and dread.
No....today is not the day to tell her how unhappy I am with her. That this is MY HOUSE!
That I should not have to watch her kid and his friend and get them to bed. That I should not have doors open and A/C blasting ( it's on her cell phone if she cares to hear it ) that I need quiet at night, her here instead of in a bar and coming in making noise ( whether I am asleep or not ), the drinking here.
The W.B. is forever buying Lottery Tickets ( yeah he has money for them ) I hope the Fuck he wins BIG so she can go move in with him. Yeah I'm Wishful Thinking again. I shit you not!
She is UP! 10:05 a.m. Must be fucking nice. I did run the dryer, but with her A/C unit going in her room...she hears nothing ( drunk or sober )
Just noticed my pill box to my left as I reached for my coffee cup. Forgot to take my meds the past two days. Maybe I forgot to take my meds intentionally without realizing it Sometimes...death seems the only way out of this quagmire.
That's All Folks!
