Here I sit at 6:19 a.m. and the entire house is AWAKE!
Made my coffee and thought I'd get to sit in the quiet of my room while hubby continued to sleep. WRONG!
Apparently he was as rested as I was. He never woke during the night to PEE. :0)
Even the best layed plans go a wrong. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
For three whole minutes it was me and the squirrel ( he was using me as a tree and running all up and down , over and under me. :0)
6:29 a.m. Hubby wanted the TV on. There goes what quiet there was. :0(
Jill is awake this morning and is sipping tea. A first for her since last Thursday. She had another horrible night waking constantly gasping for air.
Welllllllllllllllllllllllll , I thought she was sitting up and sipping her tea. WRONG!
The W.B. is getting Logan off to school. For some things, I am greatful...others I AM NOT!
Again yesterday he upset her. A friend? named George drove by the house while he was standing outside and that SET HIM OFF. When he came in and told her about it she began protesting that she could have friends and he was a friend. He was arguing back that having men friends was disrespectful to him and blah,blah,blah. Again she reiterated that the two of them were not a couple....he hollared...she hollared and out the door he went. Turned around and came right back in. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
He was yelling " what the fuck am I? A piece of shit?" She told him he was just a "FRIEND" and that they had been no more than that for a few months now. Which upset him even more, which in turn got my nerves going.
Then he has the nerve to tell me that there is too much stress in this house when I yell at Logan ( to do his homework, to not walk outside in his socks, to walk the dog, to put my Ipad away where it's safe instead of leaving it on his bed where Cash can get it, yada,yada,yada. He tells me that I am going to have a heart attack. NO SHIT DICK TRACY! YOU don't help the situation either.
The work on my house was halted by my son Randy. He sent the contracors workers away yesterday. Was not happy with the work they were doing and the mess they made. Granted...I/WE have had some work done in the past that wasn't STANDARD WORKMANSHIP, ie; the siding.....I want it done NOW so I can have that bedroom back and he wants it done right. He's right, BUT.................... sighhhhhhhhh
Contractor came here last night to talk with him..... I stayed INSIDE like he asked me to. Come Saturday the contractor will be working along side his HELP like my son wants. He said we hired the contractor, not his helpers and he should be on the job with his helpers. FINAL! One of those young guys has a foul mouth ( I never heard him ) and the other boasted to my son that he used COKE the night before. Keeping in mind that my son is no angel and knows how to use swear words along with the best of them...he wants NO SWEARING and no one that used COKE the night before on this JOB.
Last week he had his ten year old son on my roof and my son put an END TO THAT. :0)
That boy is a hard worker and knows the meaning of working for a dollar, BUT!
Myself....I agree with my son, but was worried that the contractor would walk off the job after my son talked to him.
Randy does not know how to talk..........he's another one with a short fuse that YELLS.
I upset him when I asked him before he left...not to come here today. Told him the insullation he is installing under my house can wait a day so that I can have a half way quiet day .....lazing around...listening to the pouring rain, napping, being alone with my thoughts, WHEN POSSIBLE...........
After he got over his initial MAD that I was holding him up on his work...I think he GOT IT!
Two days ago he saw me cleaning in the bathroom . Maybe I made a mistake when I said to him, "It seems like I'm the only one that knows how to clean a bathroom, because no one else touches it and the tub is hard for me to do." Then again....maybe not. He told me his girlfriend Debbie is good at cleaning, does his all the time.
Yesterday she came with him and I wasn't prepared for it. An hour or so later I got out the cleaning supplies and cleared everything off the tub, ie; shampoos,conditioners and she scrubbed it. :0) I felt like......:0(SHIT!
He always tells me that his coming does not effect me. Nooooooooooooo??? Yesterday alone...mom , do you have any 5 gallon buckets so that I can carry this stone under the addition easier? I direct him to the empty chlorine buckets that just that morning I had stacked along side the back yard shed. He sent Debbie in to ask me for a flashlight. He sent Debbie in to ask me for a screwdriver. Everytime he or someone comes in my dogs YAP and I have to yell HUSH . Cash....he doeesn't answer to his name no matter what OCTAVE YOU USE . Yeah.....I agree with the W.B. There IS TOO MUCH STRESS IN THIS HOUSE. I shit you not!
I turned our ceiling light off in our bedroom awhile ago. Hubby begins to complain loudly, "how come it's dark in here?" Like....noooooooooooooo sun, like I turned the light off. He always complained when we stayed at my brothers in FL about the lights on when he watched TV . Could not understand why my brother put a light on. Wellllllllllllllll.... NOW.... he wants a fuckin light on???
It is more relaxing for me to have no bright light on. LIVE WITH IT!
No complaints today about stomach pain.
RING,RINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG Visiting nurse. She will be here around 10 a.m. There goes my quieter day. I GIVE!
Asked her to bring a few more sterile urine containers. I'm sure there will be A NEXT TIME!
Jill's ENT appointment is at 10:45 a.m.
These are the meds she is on for her blood pressure. Lisonopril 20mg, Atenolol 50 mg, Metocloprimide 5mg. Cephalaxin ( antibiotic ). Lorazepam 1 mg and Clonidine 0.2 mg. One is for the DT's and one is for...anxiety. Oxycodone 5mg for pain.
She's had many unwanted visiters in her bedroom in the middle of the night.....if you get my DRIFT.
That and the ungodly pain from these procedures in the E.R. and the pain and scares since then.
No GOOD sleep, no appetite............................Lost days...............
Is this her WAKE UP CALL?
