Remember what I told you about another thing Ed and I had in commom.

It's ironic that Ed and I both decided at that same weight to do something about it.
Weigh 158.6 this morning. UP 3 lbs. Yikes! Ed keeps saying..."you're on vacation." I say. "vacation needs TO END."
 I shit you not!

 

It's 4:15 a.m. I have been awake since 1:30 a.m. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Went to bed at ten p.m.
Too much on my mind and too much to get done before I head to Natick this afternoon.
Chiropractor visit needed today, Kohls returns, Burlington Coat Factory returns, grocery store for a few items, laundry, need to find my current bank statement and get that up to the Town Hall to get my house taxes lowered for two out of the four quarters by maybe $800 total next year. I pay approximately $825 four times a year. It keeps on rising.......................as does everything. :0(
Bills to write out checks for, birthday cards to make out....on and on the list goes ....and GROWS.
I shit you not!

Jill is still allowing Butchie to come here. I haven't spoke my piece to him yet, nor did I speak to him.. :0(  ( I lack BACK BONE ) Last night she sent him home to sleep. 

Tracie came early ...for her it was. 4:30ish  She and I ordered Dominoes pizza and stayed in last night. She left just before ten p.m. without any HINTS. ;0)

Ed and I talked the other night about our insecurities in our relationship. I was worried that I was putting too much pressure on him and coming on too strong. ( It has been a long time since I have had sex.) sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh He assured me that he was loving everything and every way I let him know that I am into him.  He on the other hand was worried that his impotency would make me drift away. He says he isn't being fair to me.   I won't say that I don't wish things were different, because I do. It's getting time to let that old boy know that oral sex would DO. He is so inexperienced in the art of making love...foreplay comes to mind here. sighhhhhhh He knows none of the erotic zones below the waist. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh  He's a Boob Man .....that I like, like,like, but HEY.... FINISH THE JOB!
His mind is always thinking of what I will term...STUPID SHIT! And yeah ...he is well aware of it.  He has been that way for moons.
I told him that this weekend at the campground he needs to insert a sex video into the VCR and relax and go with the flow. Immediately he says, " I hope it's raining." I asked why. "That way no one is most likely to be out walking near the motor home", he says.  HUH!   I'm like....soooooooooo what!
We're single...of age... and one hundred years from now, who will know. ;0)
My question to you is...can you teach an old dog new tricks?  Damned if I'm not going to give it my all. I shit you not! 
SO...the camping weekend is fast approaching. Thursday to Sunday we are booked for.  I hope and pray that I HAVE BIG NEWS to enter in My Diary. ;0) ;0)  (((hugs))) from one horny bitch at 5:10 a.m. Tuesday, Oct.3rd.

That's All Folks!