D D If it was legal...

I'd like to strangle...you know who!
Not long after I posted he began his shit. "next time you go out ...take your fucking friend with you!"  From there....I declared WAR. I shit you not!. He told me that he had been being nice and letting her come in the house to visit me. I TOLD HIM...that it was fucking commendable of him to allow me to have a friend in and he needed a special medal to wear for THAT. He again threatened me that he was going to call the cops on her if she ever again stepped foot inside the door and I tried to hand him the phone and told him to start calling NOW!
Told me she tried to peek at his pecker again last night. IN your dreams I told him!  After I cooled off I thought to myself, wish I thought of this to throw at him, " she wants to see what a pecker that doesn't work looks like." Did tell him that IT WAS HE that had the sick mind, NOT HER!
I SPOKE MY MIND and didn't take his shit laying down! I shit you not!

I'm still seething... I'm showered and dressed.  If he keeps his shit up....adios amigo!  BBL

An hour or so later I'm watching Gavin propped up to play with his toys and I mentioned to Jill, something on the idea that it was too bad they didn't make something to help them sit up better. "They do", she said. So she took me into the livingroom aand brought up ( must have been UTUBE ) where she had been watching babies laughing. Four pre-toddlers were sitting in these such chairs ( that I invented in my mind.) ;0) I shit you not! How dare they steal my invention! Glad they did though cause by the time I got the Patent and things up and running in a factory....the kid would be getting married. :0)
Needed to purchase some postcards of our town and both were in the same general area, but where the post cards would be as I was told....it's like stepping into what our town once looked like. Wish I had taken my camera. sighhhhhhhhhhhh  I'll have to go again....just to take pictures. :0) 
No luck finding that chair in Kmart, so I walked to the end of the outdoor strip mall and found it in B.Coat Factory. :0) ....and a tray for it and a seat that changes into three diffferent things as they grow to sit them at the table. A high chair just won't be practical in the small diningroom I have. Don't need another thing for me to fall over!!!
THEN...it was on to buy postcards. It was there that my luck ran out. NONE! Don't carry them anymore. Should,but sorry.  :0(   Sorry Jackie. Hope the cards I made into postcards....will do.

The last time....well the time before the last time that I was in the VFW, I asked what happened to all the Cribbage players that use to play there and was told that Sully likes to play a good game of Cribbage.  Comes in most days between noon and two p.m. , I was told.
Looked at my watch. It was around one. Sooooooooooooooo, I go there and sit at the bar. Two seats away from me sits a man that I judge to be around my age.....he says, Hi...you're Jill's mother aren't you. I'm John.  He's playing Keno and drinking a beer and he apologized for the F word being spoken freely by some of the men there.
I notice him every once in awhile glancing my way.
"Nice legs you have", he says. ( I was wearing a dungaree skort.) I began to tear up and I replied back to him..."Thank you. That is the very,very,very, nicest thing that has been said to me in years."
Had the one drink and a diet coke....came home to enjoy seeing the baby in his new seat before his dad picked him up after work. That seat is so efffin cute! Especially with Gavin sitting up in it.:0)
    Told Jill about what John said to me. Described him to her.....that's Sully, she said. NOW... she didn't know that someone told me about Sully the Cribbage player the other day. ;0) In her next breath, she said,"wait til I razz the shit out of him next time I see him." Two years back I told him that my mother loved to play cribbage and he said to me, how old is she? You aren't going to send some old lady ready for the Rest Home here to play Cribbage with me , are you!
Okay folks....he might be a few years younger than myself...MIGHT BE....but all I want to do is play Cribbage.....he's single and dates ( I hear), I am not! Do I sound convincing??? ????  How about... I AM NOT! Is that more convincing that all I'm interested in is playing Cribbage! A few more, "you have nice....may get him more than a card game. WTF! Yeah...I could be a dirty old lady that cheats on her husband. I shit you not!  IT is ...WHAT IT IS!
I told hubby's daughter Michelle last night( OUR daughter since she was three years old) that I want a little happiness before I die." I don't blame you, she said. Just wish I could take the two of you back in time.
Yeah....me too!
He asked me for a kiss goodnight last night and I gave him a peck that was JUST A PERFUNCTORY ACT! :0( It's all that I can muster up.

Tracie came around 5p.m. I wanted some dress shoes with a little bit of a heel. Looked online and JC Penney had some Mary Jane styles. Two to be exact. One in black and one in white. Off we head up to New Hampshire which is really a fifteen minute drive at 55MPH on the three lane highway. The route Tracie takes....NOT SO. sighhhhhhhhhhh    Forty five minutes to get home from last night. I timed it.  JC Penney had not one pair of the shoes that I wanted.:0( Eight times I would show the sales person a shoe and eight times she came back and said, "sorry, I don't have this in a size 9." :0( No problem...I wasn't in love with them anyway!  We walked through the store with the intent of stepping out into the Mall and going into Sears on my quest for low heels and the jewelry counter caught my eye. Bought an effin ring....heart shaped setting. Cute....but it was an IMPULSE BUY. I don't need it and it looked more glittery under their showcase lights. I will be taking it back. Only $175....but like I said...I don't need it. My engagement ring, has a heart shaped diamond. I suppose if I want to put just the engagement ring back on... WHY NOT!   Bought a short white skirt ( $15 on sale from $30. ) I won't say what I need/needed that for. ;0) OKAY...you beat it out of me;0)...To get myself into trouble!
Found a black pair, but no white to go with my new white SHORT skirt. Oh wellll...so it comes to my knees. Short for moi! ;0) Bought the black pair.
Shoes I ordered online from JC Penney.

Then we began our drive to eat somewhere and passed a shoe store. D something W. DSW, (I think). There must have been 600 pair of women's shoes to choose from.
 NONE made my heart go pitter patter! ;0(
Once home ....ordered online the two pair I wanted in the FIRST PLACE! :0)

Michelle told me that ....dad gave her one of his dog tags and Jill the other ( off of the chain with dog tags he just had me buy for him. NOW, I was thinking he wanted them for himself??????????? 
He told her he had me order her a Presidential Citation medal/pin for him, her and Jill as she told him she wanted one. HUH????  She never told him that, but she will accept it ( if it makes him happy) as she did the dog tag he handed her. :0) Where the Hell is his head, I ask you !!!!! Later when i said that to Jill, she said maybe it's to remember him by.  ?????
   She ( Michelle) is ANOTHER ONE...like myself! She is driving her youngest daughters shitbox of a car ( Theresa (21) bought herself a new one...mom co-signed.  Jessica(25) has been using Michelle's new van ( well it was new a few years back) and she took it to CA for over a year and now...she is still driving it!  I asked Michelle before...why isn't she driving the shit box...  "she likes my car better" is what I get for an answer.  Like...who wouldn't!       Yep...I'd do the same efffin thing!
That's BOTH OUR MAKEUP. I shit you not!
We're both going to get our REWARDs in Heaven. YEAH,RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH! I forgot to tell you that I found two gorgeous tiles with Iris' on them where I went for the postcards. :0) They can be hung or displayed as a picture. On the diningroom wall is where they will go as other flat spaces are LIMITED to what I can fit on them. sighhh  This is the same place I bought my iris paintings ( luv em) and my hutches. It's been years since I've been there.  Must go again. Never know what I might find in there. :0)

That's what I get for vanity. Put a nice ugly bruise on my right leg earlier....don't ask me how. sighhhhhh   Maybe it will blend right in with the "spider veins." ;0)

The dermatologist's office called last night while I wasn't home. One of the places on his face is pre-cancerous and needs to be removed. It's the reddist one on his face in the pic I posted yesterday. They will call and give him an appointment to have it removed. Wednesday he has Spinal Cord Injury Clinic which runs from 8 a.m. til afternoon sometime. Every year he always skips the last appointment of the day. ...the psycologist.

Daughter Cheryl and her husband Dana just stopped by to pick up the items I bought for the kids beds.  She's despondant as usual. Sick to death of her sixteen year old daughter's boyfriend living there AND HIM. Psycologist told her she would be making a BIG MISTAKE in forcing him to leave. She needs him in her life right now.  Shayla threatens that she will leave if he has to.  Of course...it's not her they want gone, nor do they like the sinister suggestion that it would not be wise to throw the asshole out. Feel like they are trapped in ntheir own house under threats of this and that.  Gezzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ...trapped....that sounds fsmiliar. Showed her where I keep my money now. She started crying saying I shouldn't have to live like that.   Yeah...I know!

Well...I need to do something today...even if it isn't right.  Thursday... WATCH OUT....here I come!
(((hugs)))

That's All Folks!