D D A big YAWN as I begin my day

More rain during the night.

It's 6 a.m. Been awake since 4 a.m. ish.  Hubby couldn't sleep ...which means I couldn't sleep. As his arms enveloped me in bed, he said "I'm sorry."   This is where the GOOD MEMORIES come through and sustain............. We lay in bed awhile ...holding each other. A mans arms feel so strong ...don't they.  Wonder what we ladies feel like to them.   Hubby was peeing every twenty minutes before we went to bed.  He asked to be straight cathed as he was in pain ( Jill did it for me ).  He had ALOT of anxiety all p.m. . Tossed, turned, stood up, sat down....in GENERAL, he was driving me insane. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Kept saying when I asked what was wrong, " I don't feel good."
Sometimes it was vague...other times the area where the bladder is was in alot of pain.
He woke during the night three or four times to pee.
At four a.m. he got up onto his porta potty and pissed while still wearing his underwear. Had sensations that he had a BM and had feces on him. He did not...thankfully :0) See ...I know another word to use for the word SHIT ;0)
Speaking of which...Noticed that Ginger had some kind of runny crap in her sweater box potty ( on a puppy pee pad :0)  ) , after I stepped in PISS around 3a.m.ish when I walked over to hubbys side of the bed to help him out.  I wear socks to bed . When my feet are cold...THE REST OF ME IS COLD! I shit you not!
Took off the pissy sock and the dry sock and soaked up the piss on the floor with another puppy pad. Put down a new puppy pad for her to use.  No small wonder that I was wide awake by 4 a.m. 
Isn't this what all households are doing at that hour of the morning?????  ;0)
   Jill is busy getting Logan ready for school.  TV's are on ........It's OFFICIALLY MORNING in our household!
Eliza,O.T. person called last night to say she would be here at ten this morning. 
Construction worker/workers ...coming sometime this morning.  Son Randy will be picking up Tracie and bringing her here....for what reason, I FORGET.  Her car surely can't be repaired yet. 
Another day.....IN PARADISE!

Ex SIL from Hell flying to MA from MS and landing some time tonight or early morning Thursday. 
Jill let these following words slip from her mouth as easy as saying "it's a nice day, isn't it."
Gilby told me that his father said to him, OH GREAT...your mother is a drunk and you are a druggie.
She didn't even stutter, pause or look embarrassed to say that to me.  sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

NOW...didn't I hear just recently that his dad was getting a pain med from a doctor here in MA and Gilby was mailing it to him in MS????????  What's UP with this? Is /was it a BULLSHIT STORY?

I'll breathe easier when he leaves today/tonight to go back to the home he lives in with his step mom and part-time dad. From there he leaves with his dad for MS next week.  Jill applied for Free Health for him and IF he gets accepted, she wants him to go into a Rehab program.    Maybe I can talk her into going into one herself or AA to show him she accepts and acknowledges that she too has a PROBLEM.
I DREAM....I HOPE ! 

THE RAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just looked back at hubby and he is sound asleep . 7:08 a.m. :0(
Oh well.....the moaning and groaning has stopped.  I can DIG IT! :0)
Getting up off my ass to refill my cup with HOT coffee.  Toying with the idea to shower and dress. ;0) BBL

8 p.m.  One thing led to another and still I can't see any headway I've made.
 Roof workers made a racket all day.  That means SOME WORK DID GET DONE, just not by me. ;0)
Chrys ( our hairdresser ) came after her regular job and cut everyones hair. Mine was colored and Jill's was foiled.
Everyone has left and I'm happy that I can hear myself think.

I'd chat longer Dear Diary, but the sooner I can climb in bed and fall asleep....THE BETTER!
It's been a longgggggggggggggggggggggg day.  YAWNnnnnnnnnn

That's All Folks!