So much to do...in so few days. sighhhhhhhhhhhh

Came home yesterday, Monday p.m. 
Honestly, I have to admit that as soon as I drive away from Ed's...I get "the blues."
He is sooooooooooo good to me and showers me with words of affection (word and deed) from the time we wake til the time our eyes close at night.
Maybe, just maybe ....I care for him more than I'd like to admit. In my heart of hearts, deep down..I think I do.
LIFE is a gift! I shit you not!

Jill told me that she ran into Sully and he looked ill. Big Time ill. She asked if he was sick. He was DX'd with pancreatic cancer in February and is having chemo. Has lost 40 pounds.
Sully, a widower,  was the man that told me last April as I sat beside him at the VFW that I had beautiful legs. ( His compliment to me made me tear up as I had not heard nice words spoken to me in a long time.) Back then, I was going through a very trying time with my hubby in his illness. Hubby I believe, found paying compliments a sign of weakness all through our marriage. :0(
Ed is making his "Second Chance" at love....COUNT!!!  I have the kind of man that I always wanted. Just wish my hubby was that same kind of man. Maybe in his next life and mine.
Okay...enough mushhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Every where I turn I see something that needs to be done. Doing a little of "this and that." Began to wash/shine ,my bedroom sliding doors and other things started to stand out to me. There is not enough hours in the day or week to do what needs doing. I'm overwhelmed! I have too much shit and nowhere to put it!!!
Need to get out back and plant.....BUT!
Son Randy got my new fencing up and turned over and leveled the garden as well as made the mound for the cucumber plants. :0) He did an awesome job !He drives me nuts, but he is a HARD WORKER. I shit you not!  I'll go out and take a few pictures to show you what I am up against for work back there and post them at another time.
STUFF, un-needed stuff to put "somewhere", lord knows where. Weeds, weeds and MORE WEEDS to pull out. Just thinking about it makes my back cry "HELP." I shit you not!
My hands are dry and rough just from being in water and cleaning agents this morning....and the pet Eastern Flying Squirrel is beginning to seem like a Royal Pain In The Arse. This said...after spending hours this morning cleaning it's cage and the area around it.  I'm getting too old for all this shit. He chewed the sheet rock/wall behind his cage :0( and I had to cut up a cheap, thin white plastic tablecloth to thumb tack to the wall for the flying pee pee to hit as he spins on the running wheel and then lay some plastic boxes behind the cage so that he can't reach the sheet rock or the plastic liner.  Not a pretty sight, but it beats the alternative. I don't have the heart to let it go after almost 2 years of living "The Life Of Riley." He wouldn't survive now.
It's almost noon and I don't have much to show for all the time I've spent here. :0(
I say...............Housework is like shoveling shit against the tide. It comes right back!!!!!
Trying to juggle three households is keeping me busier than a one armed paper hanger. I shit you not!
Okay, enough whining. At least I am breathing and have something to whine about.
Looking forward to Thursday p.m.  when we go up to the campgrounds for the weekend. The weather is supposed to be awesome!  90's :0)  It was 40's and 50's the days we were there this week. :0(

I need to get my arse moving. Like NOW!!!! 

(((hugs)))

That's All Folks!