It's good!

Maybe even toooooo good!
How can it not be ...when  someone loves you with all his heart and soul.
Dozens of times during the day he comes to me and kisses me passionately. Dozens of times during the day, he tells me he loves me and what I add to his life.
Every night there is better of an hour of pleasuring each other. Same when we wake in the morning.
Ahhhhhhhhh yes....The Honeymoon Stage. Viva the Honeymoon Stage! I shit you not!

SO....why do I sit here thinking that at any moment my bubble will burst?????
Maybe I'm looking for problems. Could be. Could beeeeeeeeee. While he isn't Mr.Perfect, he does his damndest to make me happy in every way.
It's 8:19 a.m. as I  write this and I still have a glowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww on.
SO...am I bragging or complaining, you ask......neither. Something...I know not what...is missing. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh  I love him, but I'm not in love with him. Maybe...in time.

It's NOT so good!
Almost 5 p.m. Had to go home as my hairdresser is having rotator cuff surgery tomorrow and today was the last day she could do my hair for another 6 weeks. Also. Jill's car needs WORK and it goes in for repairs Thursday, so I left my 2012 Toyota with 8500 miles on it for her to use for grocery shopping and to get to work if she has a catering job this weekend. She has been told to lock my car keys in the safe if she isn't using it. Gil BEST NOT take off with my car after she goes to bed.
I was only too happy to leave my house. My son RANDY hit me up for money and I'm not talking pennies. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh  
When will it end.     I did manage to say that he better start to think of me as dead and learn to live within his budget. While I realize that social security disability isn't enough to live on, I can't continue to hand out money either. Yeah,yeah....we all know that I will continue to hand him and my other needy kids money and  will continue to bitch about it. I'm an enabler and I haven't forgot it.
Some days I don't like myself.
Oh, my son did say that he dreaded and hated to have to ask me for any money. I don't doubt him that it did hurt to have to ask, BUT!
Oh by the way...that GLOwwwwwwwwwww left me somewhere between Ed's house and my house. I shit you not!
Something is wrong...very wrong, when I can't stand to be HOME. .
 I'll go back there when Jill's car is fixed and get my car and then SOON will be too soon for me to go back there. I shit you not!

And...why the Hell can't I upload my pictures now! Like WTF is happening with Blogger????. I need this like I need a hole in my head. Already have one in my wallet.

(((hugs)))
That's All Folks!