D D So much for that!

Went to the myhealthvet site and it was DOWN for maintenance last night. This morning it is STILL DOWN.
Pill bottles are in my plain view  to remind me to keep trying or call .

Everyone in the house is still asleep. It's 8:23 a.m. Jill put Cash out and hour ago and after she got him in she went back to sleep.
Hubby woke sometime near 2 a.m. and asked what was causing him to sweat. I had his side on #4. Told him where the control was hanging from his railing and he turned it off. I CONTINUED to pan sear on #5.
If my memory serves me right...I could never stand to go past L when I had the other one. Can only imagine what #9 feels like. FRIED to a crisp??? 
Spoke too soon. Hubby is using his urinal. Soon will be wanting his meds and coffee. THE NERVE OF HIM ;0) Left him 2 oxycodone on his nightstand and around 3 when he woke again I told him where they were if he needed them. He did.

Tracie hung around last night til 11:15 :0(  Hubby had long dozed off. Began watching some true crime show and that ended. Another began and it wasn't long before I knew it was time to shut the tv off. zzzzzzzzzzzzz
Close to 5 a.m. hubby was on my pillow again. He had woke to use his urinal and lit his headboard light. When he climbed back in bed he left it on and was sleeping in no time flat. I laid there awhile andddddd got up and turned it off. Thought then of staying up, BUT ...well you know how that goes and how that went ;0)
Thankfully he wasn't using much of my pillow. He was shushing me when I tried to make him understand that it was my pillow his head was on. My words fell on deaf ears. 
Just now he had an accident. How did that happen, what did I do, how did I get piss in and on my pants ...I hear as he talks to himself.  Got up, threw him a clean pull up, offered and he accepted a warm wash cloth with liguid soap to clean up the jewels with ,poured his coffee, handed him his morning meds and sat my ass back down in front of the PC again. There goes my peace and quiet in more ways than one as he just turned the TV on. 
   As I laid/layed??? there back in bed this morning my mind was busy until I nodded back off.  Was analyzing myself as to why I fear ( for lack of another word ) a house cleaned and in order. Or is it the sense or feeling I got from that??? Pride?  Going back to that feeling I felt way back in 1967 soon after I met hubby after I cleaned my entire apartment, floors ( linoleum ) washed and waxed,bathroom cleaned, beds all made, every toy etc in the girls room in it's place, same in the 2 boys bedrooms, my room, kitchen, parlor....nothing out of place. laundry done and I step next door. Next door was attached to my apartment. It was a row of apartments. Each of us had an upstairs and downstairs. Next door lived my best girlfriend Nancy. She moved in after I did as we both had lived a street apart further down the road.
Next thing I knew....someone was screaming FIRE. The girls double bed mattress was on FIRE.
Remember throwing pans of water on it and dragging it down the stairs and out the front door before the firemen arrived.  Remember the MESS of smoke and soot and water . Most of all I remember that sense of Pride/Tooting my own horn/ feeling HIGH and on Top of the World that I had just minutes before was taken away in minutes. I NEVER want to get myself in THAT PLACE again. I got taken down more than a few pegs on that ladder I set myself up on. I shit you not! Nothing is forever and can be taken away in a split second.
It was like I had the World By The Tail as that saying goes. HUMBLED ME ..I shit you not!
Okay.....so my excuse for a shit house may not be correct....but Patting Myself On The Back.....I SHY AWAY FROM.
It wasn't too many years ago that Jill fessed up it was she who accidently lit that fire playing with a lighter she found ( while hiding under the bed ) and the rest is HISTORY. Of course we , I thought it was Randy. One minute the kids were all outside playing and the next............
THIS may be GUILT TOO.  What could have happened if I wasn't close by. I should have been in the apartment.
Pure D.O. GUILT!
This wasn't the first mattress fire. I was home at another apartment I rented with my second ex and one of my boys did the same thing. It was late evening and my ex was drunk and USELESS. I dragged the mattress into the bathtub and kept the water running. Having lived through the fire that took our home away at age seven ....my fear of fire is GREAT.

Jill is up. Butch came around 8:45 and got as far as her bedroom door. Seen it shut and LEFT. At 9:45 he is back. She has tried to make it clear to him that she is NOT TO BE WOKEN. Today he listened. Tomorrow is anyones good guess.   Due to their daily presense we have asked both Butch and Tracie not to knock when they come in. Saves the dogs barking on our ears. I shit you not!

Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... I think I found some of my latest pictures that I downloaded and LOST .

My iris sun catchers

Let me see if i can find another. hmmmmmm patience is needed here. I shit you not!

The bruise on my rt. arm  that appeared from "out of the blue" that has been deleted in my camera :0) shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

So far...THAT's IT!  Where oh where have my new pictures gone...oh where oh where can they be?

Either I am not labeling and downloading them correctly orrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr?????

10:20 a.m. My son Randy and John just came to work on that bedroom. Yesterday they took the DAY OFF. I hear my son had a little too much to drink and was under the weather. GOOD!

John doesn't have a vehicle and depends on Randy to get here and home. Don't know how he'll get to work after MY WORK IS DONE! Maybe he can even find a few side jobs on jobs he works for my son and KEEP HIM AWAY FROM HERE. ;0) 

Logan and his friend Kenny are still asleep in the parlor. Not for longggg ;0)

LIGHTS, CAMERA,ACTION. Time for me to rise and shine from my throne here in front of the PC and see what kind of a mess I can make. OOOPS...clean up. ;0)  BBL

UT OH! Took another killer nap. Been up and about awhile. Showered.:0)

It's now 5p.m. Gil isn't back from his friends wake yet. 2-6 p.m.

Jill was torn between going if not for anything else but to support her son. She dreamt last night she got up in front of everyone and let them have a piece of her mind. I am ANGRY is what she said to me.

She didn't go.

I know that I am forgetting stuff., but that's okay. I'm long winded enough. If you met me you would not know I'm this same person UNTIL I KNEW YOU FOR AWHILE ;0) Once I'm comfortable being around you...WATCH OUT!

(((hugs))) to you . Everyone can use a (((hug)))

That's All Folks!

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